| velveteen dream |
[Jan. 10th, 2010|10:21 pm] |
|
Once again we squished six girls into Lauras four seater mini cooper. I drank too much champagne at the velvet room, I've felt better. |
|
|
| cursum perficio |
[Jan. 1st, 2010|02:25 pm] |
Ugh, I feel like I acomplished nothing last year although I'm going to try to look at the positives.
I went overseas for the first time ever, I bought the Chanel bag I have coveted for years, I grew my hair, I lost some weight right at the end there so now I'm back to weighing 53 instead of the 55-56 I've been going between practically all year.
Except right now it's difficult to be positve, Greg and I are having a massive fight, because he lied to me and now I feel like I can't trust him completely just yet. I'm suprised at how much this has affected him to be honest, he's waking up every day feeling the exact same way I am which is odd but comforting at the same time.
He said it's nice to be with people who are care free, I think everyone is carefree on the surface, it's not until you really know someone that you discover thier inner demons. I used to be carefree, and maybe thats our problem, we know each other too well.
I wish I could just cut and run.
I'm saving up my money so that if I need to get out, I can. |
|
|
| Birthday. |
[Sep. 1st, 2009|09:41 am] |
It's my 21st birthday today. it doesnt feel like it and I kind of couldnt care less about it. I got a diamond pendant, flowerbomb perfume, a Tiffany bangle and ring. and none of it was even what i wanted. My Grandad got me an iphone though, thats probably my favourite present so far.
I know I sound like a spoilt brat, and maybe I am, but no body listened to the things I actually wanted, like a new Chanel wallet etc. So i'm dissapointed.
How dissapointing.
Oh well, I can't wait to get enthusiastically into the champagne later.
Happy Birthday to Me. |
|
|
| ♥ |
[Aug. 9th, 2009|11:49 pm] |
|
this journal is for communities only |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
loveandlauren's journal